01.27.11

Dreamed of this beautiful house in the countryside. With short trees, and long green grasses. Cold and light. It was beautiful land. The house was cream and dark wood on the inside. It was old, so old. It held old life in it. It had beautifully carved wood. It was an old english style. Like from pride and prejudice. Small, but large for us. Me, my godbrother and godsister are in the house. She is trying to help me into coaxing him into eating some potato to get him well. he hands me a baby and agrees to eat the potato. We all giggle and I look down at my babe. So strange that peace. Another world entirely from the one I know.

01.26.11

I was in a house with people who seem to be trapt. I have a baby in my arms, it is not mine, but I know I am related. I am scared. But I cannot leave, or wont. Then my boyfriend comes in… everyone is scared. he cuts my moms face. I was so angry and scared. Then everyone acts like everything is normal. They ask me why i am so angry. Then they say how lucky I am to be with such a wonderful man. But I know he is going to kill me.

01.23-35.11

A strange State…
Deaming. I am awake, not very restful and hardly lucid…
Something about numbers everywhere.

01.15.11

….I felt completely insane, but I cannot or the life of me remember what the dream was.

01.14.11

Three of us and we are…mutants? And we have to navigate through the waters…like the track in Sinbad.

01.06.11

2 other brides. They shot our sisters int he van after the governor chose us, Ashely was there. First time I was so close to a book I had read.

01.03.11

I was climbing on a clock and I am trying to obtain golden apples throughout the gears. Beautiful nude figures covered in this skin of marble and golden ribbons and lace throughout and they are all holding on to some apples. Then a coive tells me that I have to go farther for the real apple and I climb into these vines of gold and marble. there are snakes all over, crawling on me. I say that it is okay, 'Throven' will be controlling them. then I woke up reaching for an apple.