01.02.11

I was kissed by J and he told me he was sorry but if I didn't meet him at parks mall he would hurt me somehow. And then I dreamed I was in a wedding competition. If we loved each other enough we could get married. I had repunzel hair with leaves and flowers in it. It was very realistic and evoked many of the senses.

01.01.11

I could not dream. This worried me. I dreamed that I would not dream. I dreamed that I lay in blackness for hours and hours.

12.25.11

Me and the girls are in a jail. We go to the bathroom to plan on escape. We tell some guy at a counter we aren't registered yet and he sends us to the front of the line, so we just walk right back out the front door. But to me it seemed like ages…I was so afraid. The escape some how else, and my boyfriend is there to help me. We steal a giant pink wan and start driving. Then we pull over to a cabin. We burn the can and it was an amazing blaze. I watch the flames, and I watch the blackening of the rusted, decaying van and I realize that we have just stranded our selves.

12.07.11

I can't remember the entire dream, but at one point I was running along sand, like wet sand, and then I fell to the ground and shoved my hands down and grabbed the sand in fistfuls and pulled it out. Then a man came from out of the crashing waves and I realized that it was raining. He came to me and clasped my hands to hull me up to my feet. Then he lightly leaned his forehead on mine and then pulled me at a run to the crush. I knew it was the Pacific coast of America or another cliff ridden, hard crashing and strong currant sea. We were immediately encased in water, but he somehow was standing in front of me and smiled. Then I awoke.

12.05.11

I beat the shit out of some short haired look alive who was trying to cook for my family. Was incredibly violent, we couldn't get a hold of eachother. I slammed her head into the counter and she threw me to the ground until my head was filled with lights. I had hardly any force in my head as I tried to head-butt her. I always try to head-butt people in my dreams and it doesn't work out.

12.03.11

Dreamed I was at the skate park. We didn't have enough helmets, only I had one. Saulo had ot get one from a guy-this fumbling made me feel he was excited to have customers but nervous. Then charlotte came in and showed me her long long hair braided in 4 over more hair. Which was odd, since she was shaven last time I saw her.

10.21.11

My palms were steal, only claws and knives.